What do you do when you seem to be fighting for peace
Every single day?
To be heard, to be understood.
Things running out of hands all the time.
But what do you do if not wait and watch them
slip from between the gaps in your fingers.
Every turn you take seems to be a wrong one. Every decision a bad one.
The ones you thought would stay, left without so much as a word.
The ones you’d rather never set eyes upon, linger in your thoughts all day.
Nothing ever spans out the way you want,
and nothing ever comes out of waiting long.
Everything you ever wanted, you might as well drop the hopes.
And making peace with what you have, if only it was that easy.
And why, oh why? Each day, do we wake up,
consoling that pretty little heart of ours,
that one day everything’s going to be fine.
Sometimes, you just know, it’s never going to be.
It’s going to be a mess in your head
A lump of sorrow in your heart.
And yet like someone who suffers from memory loss,
you convince yourself, it’s all good.
Endless questions. Answers, not one.
Confused as hell? Yes.
Looking for… answers, maybe.
– Asha Seth