Tsundoku

And each time
I end up telling myself
not this time
not again
Mum’s going to yell
Dad’s going to be mad

I end up stopping myself
Pull my outstretched arm back
I won’t fall for you this time
not again
and yet
when you look at me
from behind the bookshelves
a mere glance is enough
for me to lose control
I’m beyond myself
yet again

I stumble back
and pick you up
stare at you long
as restraints wane
I embrace you tight
with all my might
once again
I’m happy as a child

Carefree and broke
I trot to the counter
hold you high with pride
pay the price
and bring you home
my next best book
the hundredth on my pile

~~~~~

Asha Seth

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  1. Fantastic, how often this feeling haunts me as well. It’s worse in a second hand bookshop when you get that feeling multiple times but like any addict there is always a way to justify the need. It’s been four months since I purchased a book. I miss that feeling. Perhaps I need to experience it again!

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    1. Sadly, I’ve never found the titles I want in 2nd hand bookshops. So, like all those times that I happened to mention to you – I envy you dearly. I only have to purchase them unless kind authors send me their books for free. 🙂

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          1. Ah! The rain! I have finally finished the final volume of A Dance to the Music of Time, it’s been a long time finishing it but now I am free to pick up something else. Yay!

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  2. I loved this poem. I do not enjoy poetry- I think everyone thinks they are good at it if they spray ambiguous words across a screen or page. This is fantastic and should be published or put on the wall of a library. Well done.

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    1. I have a peculiar taste when it comes to poetry, although I enjoy almost every poetry that I can come across; there is some takeaway no matter what.
      Your comment made my heart swell. Thank you very much. And be welcome at The Musing Quill, always. 🙂

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      1. How could one be without internet for four days 😊😊😊 It’s a relief to be back online after this forced digital detox…Life is slowly coming back to normal here after the dera verdict.

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          1. Yes…It should have been life imprisonment. But the murder case is in last stage too and verdict is expected soon. And he should be charged for instigating riots too!

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    1. I most loved writing this one since it is so personal, you see.
      Every time I get a new book home, I have to make sure mom and dad don’t find it, else I get an earful. 😛
      Thanks, Suraj.
      How’ve been?

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      1. And whenever some book mail comes, my mom asks if these books are prescribed for my course. 😁

        I’m good. Was cut off from this world beacuse internet was not working in our area for 4 days. How are you?

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        1. Haha! That’s a nice idea. How come I never thought of it! Although, when I buy books online and the parcels are delivered, I tell them it’s a gift from friends or colleagues. 😛

          I’ve been good, and it’s nice to see you back.

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  3. Hi, this is Masoom, I liked the graphics and my fav phrases are:
    “Pull my outstretched arm back
    I won’t fall for you this time
    not again
    and yet” Such detailed one.

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“I love writing. I love the swirl and swing of words as they tangle with human emotions.” ― James A. Michener

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